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December 10th, 2008
02:53 am - The Spread
Significator: Knight of Wands
Present Influence: Eight of Cups
What Helps or Hinders: The Hermit
Base, influence of the past: Six of Coins, reversed
Resolved, the recent past: Nine of Cups
Lesson, future outcome: The Lovers
Immediate, what comes next: Four of Swords, reversed
Self, client's view: Knight of Wands, reversed
Other, the outside influence: Five of Wands
Hopes and Fears: King of Pentacles
Outcome: Knight of Swords
Outcome Explained 1: Eight of Swords
Outcome Explained 2: Six of Cups
Hardworking, diligent, and thorough. As cantankerous as my fate has been of late, I've been making constant progress. I'm gaining professional respect as well as gaining a better understanding of my internal motivations. Another departure is in my future, both a physical and an emotional one. After all my soul searching, I've found that I need to make a change in my life, and that change will, once again, take me away. I am going to turn my back on material gain again as I go on another quest for knowledge. I've seen a lantern illuminating the path ahead, and that flame is held aloft by my own hand.
I've been motivated by greed and power lust for almost a year now, and I've seen all that greed returned upon me. I got out exactly what I gave: a great taking. I've recently been shown what life can be like at its loveliest: peace, passion, and compassion from a beautiful, young woman and her family. Yes, New Relationship Energy has a strong grip on me, but so does a new understanding of how life can be.
It was just a taste, though. Soon I will have to make a decision that will alter the path not only of my relationships but of my life itself. Soon after this decision, I will need to take a rest. I will use this time to gather my thoughts and martial my powers towards a more stable end.
My firebrand days are overturned; my passion burnt out by a great upheaval. I am not the same man that tore his way from one side of the country to the next and back again. Support for what I do next is not universal: my parents oppose my social life, the economy opposes my monetary gain, and my recent pursuit of more academic goals will, doubtless, be mocked by even more of my close friends. Friends do not blindly support every move you make; they challenge you to be the best man you can be. If I am to hope for stability, I must proceed with caution and with all the support and advice that I can find.
My future is bounded in intellect. I will need all my incisiveness and strength to overcome the obstacles in my path. I will feel constrained by the forces of my past, but I must learn to see that they do not bind me from pursuing the future I desire.
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